funny kids

these kids are so silly! we decorated for christmas the other day and had just a blast. It was great. THe kids are so into the whole santa thing right now they are just loving it (and so are we in return) in this picture Carter was really ready for bed but I couldn't let him go without getting at least one pic so yes, we tortured him- we made him wear a stocking for a hat and held him for a picture. oops mommy's mean. Oh well it's history in the making :)The funny thing is that that hat he's wearing is the same hat he was in for the pictures last year. it's amazing the difference a year can make!Last year his whole body fit in it just fine and this year only his head. (they grow too fast!)

bah hum bug!

today was one of those days when somethings in the air making all the kids and everything CRAZY! I sooooo wanted to throw something or someone threw a wall! But alas it is nearly over and finals are next week so then dave will be around and I won't have to be a widow/single mom any more and hopefully I'll be able to run away somewhere ( at least for a night and just be a person by myself for a while!)
I hate days like this where I lose my cool at the kids, somedays I wonder WHY WHY WHY???? it's not that hard just do it please, stop hitting/hurting/teasing etc. It is so funny how it all builds up and lack of sleep never helps. Someday I will sleep through the night again and that might really be fun. . .don't really remember that. . . as far as I'm concerned sleep's over-rated and apparently I'm doing ok thus far. . .or am I? Maybe that's part of the problem. :) I know a huge part of my problem is that our house is still not finished and I am in it 24/7 and can't do a thing about it because I either don't have the $ or the know how to do it myself. I can't wait for Dave to be done with school and to NEVER EVER EVER have to live in a fixer-upper, unfinished house again. I never thought I could hate something that I actually love and am thankful for. . . but I really hate "projects" these days. I think alot of my pentup frustration is that Dave is gone from 7:30am until 10 or 11 pm and I am hereall day with the kids alone. . . and it's freezing outside so we stay inside alot and we are quickly outgrowing the "finished" portion of our house. I can't wait to get the basement less scary so we can play down there!
What a lovely rant session?!?! sheesh kind of a complainer . . . I guess I would probably vent all these things to dave usually but he can't listen to all this right now he's got to stay focused and it's just a bad day anyway everythig is typically fine, we are very blessed!

Yikes!

Yikes is right am I a bad blogger or what?!?! Yeah so lots has happened in the last six months and its been great. Sharkey's one and walking, jax is in kindergarten and eva is growing out the bangs I never wanted to cut in the first place as well as loving Farrell and dance class. Dave is one semester closer to dental school and I am six months farther behind in life. ahaha hopefully not really although somedays I wonder.