What I want

💌I thought I'd known all along what I wanted and needed. But it appears that in recent days the very ideals of what I need versus what i want versus what's available able to me are all different. And I think of the lesson from  brother Carter's seminary class ' dont give up what you want most for what you

want right now'... I thought I knew what I wanted most And I thought I realized what I have right now and how to attain those righteous desires. Although these past few weeks have once again changed those realizations in my mind. 

The big 33. Who knew? I never pictured it like this, that's for sure. Its been a wicked crazy year!!! Hard to imagine  what events will transpire before the big 34?!? 

I do not fear the future because the blessings my little family and I have received these past 10 months have cemented in my mind the power of prayer. I have no doubt our Heavenly Father hears and answers our prayers. I know we've been on the recieving end of many miracles and I am so grateful. With God all things are possible. So.... Big 33,  I am just gonna go forward starting on my knees.